Wow, i had the most amazing conversation with Justin last night. He really proved his love for me. He's the perfect guy for me, he knows exactly what to say and when to say it, he knows how to make me feel special. He tells me that i'm the prettiest girl he's ever seen. I know that's not true, but it still makes me happy to hear him say it.

I remember the first time we started talking. It was almost four months ago. He was at university. I knew from the minute i saw him and heard his voice that i was going to fall for him. We talked for a few weeks before anything really progressed, although we both knew that we loved eachother, he wasn't sure how it would all work. But i knew from the start that everything would be okay.

I remember i would stay up all night talking to him, and he'd stay up waiting for me to come on before i went to work. That one " I love you" before i left the house, made my day.

We did have a few disagreements but here we are four months later.

I dream about him all the time. I would love to lay with him, on the grass at night watching the stars sparkle in the sky, my arms wrapped around his body, him whispering into my ear that he loves me and me not being to help but smile. Then him leaning over me to gently press his lips against mine, my heart beating so fast almost skipping a beat. Then i would lay my head on his chest, listening to him breathing, hands intertwined.

Ah, i guess i've always been abit of a dreamer. I'm just so in love with this boy. He's amazing, he's loving, kind, helpful, cute, everything you could possibly want in a boyfriend.

I love him with all my heart and nothing is going to change that.